Showing posts with label chattiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label chattiness. Show all posts

Friday, July 31, 2015

Ambiguitiy + Regarding My Posting Schedule

Starting in August, I have some personal things that will be pretty time consuming. I'm not sure if they will effect this legacy in any way, shape, or form, however I wanted to let everyone know that my life is about to get pretty hectic and, in case I forget to post an update or don't have time, I may be posting less frequently. Nothing's guaranteed, the personal things (sorry for the ambiguity, but there isn't much I can say about it) may only last until February, I may still post a regular amount, so, uh, yeah. Proofreading this update makes it seem pretty pointless, hopefully it isn't.

xx,
Jill

Friday, June 19, 2015

I Hate Banks

Not the banks themselves, but going to them. 
I stand there, shuffling awkwardly, a the teller smiles at me. 
Do I go up to the counter? 
Do I not? 
Is she just smiling to be polite?
Is she pissed that I haven't gone up to the counter yet?
There's too much social-ness for me and too many things that I over think. 
Same with post offices. 
And checking out books from the library. 
And ordering drinks at Starbucks. 
Basically the process of me going up to a counter and interacting with a person. 

xx,
Jill

Wednesday, June 17, 2015

So That Unpaid Thing...

…had me on my feet from 9:00-4:00 with a half hour lunch break at 11:30.
I suppose that 6 1/2 hours is a bit less than the usual 8:00 to 5:00.
Why was I writing this?
Oh yeah.
New chapter soon...
Ish.
Soon-ish.
I want coffee.
Hell.
I get distracted easily.
The hell was because I forgot the other relevant thing I was gonna say. Should I have wrote going to? Oh well.
I hope you're having a prosperous, enjoyable day.

xx,
Jill

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Rambles That are Ramble-y

I feel guilty. 
I haven't posted in like ten years. 
Probably more like ten days. 
Still. 
And I'm tired. Very tired. 
I'm sleep deprived working from 9:30 to 5:00 and not being paid. 
Ahh, the joys...
Possibly starting at 9:00 or 8:00. Possibly endings 7:00.  It varies based on the day. 
It's okay. I like it.
It could be worse.
Woah. I'm tired. The bags underneath my eyes are so dark they could be *pauses*...
Anyway, that joke seemed tactless. Or tacky. Possibly both. 
My phone's at 7%.
Hayley Williams from Paramore is informing me that she's drowned out all her senses. 
The lamp is giving me a bloody headache, it's so bright.
I have to clean. 
So no sleepy sleep. 
And floss. I haven't flossed since Thursday, which is icky, I know. When was the last time you flossed, though?
I shouldn't publish this. It isn't decent content. 
Oh well. 

xx,
Jill

Monday, May 25, 2015

The Liebster Award

Hello, lovely peoples! I'm happy that you've decided to read my blog and I'm even happier to announce that I've been nominated for a Liebster Award, by the lovely and long time supporter of my Sims story blogging endeavors, parabee27, who writes The Vulpasiah Legacy.

 

Now, if you're anything like me, you've been browsing Sims story blogs and you keep seeing posts entitled 'Liebster Award' and you have absolutely no idea what it is. After reading several of these posts and doing some research, er, uh, ehem Googling, I've discovered that 'Liebster' is a German word (ah, yes the German language, the language I have been meaning to learn to appease the maternal Hey-We're-German-We-Live-In-Germany-AND-We're-Bilingual side of my family, but haven't because procrastination) that means favorite, love, pleasant; the award is for blogger's favorite blogs who have under a certain number of followers.

If you're nominated, than you must:
  •  Answer the eleven questions your nominator posted for you
  • Nominate  five to eleven other bloggers for the award
  • Post eleven questions for your nominees to answer
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Now, without further ado, I'll do the first thing on the list and answer parabee27's lovely eleven questions:
  • On a scale of 1-10, how often do you experience writer's block? How do you get over writer's block?
Hm... It depends on the story that I'm writing for and how much I connect with the character. I'd say maybe a seven. Whenever I'm suffering from writer's block,  I have the tendency to stop blogging, not forever, just for long enough to enable me to gain a fresh perspective about the story. I'll also read lots of other people's writing, either published novels or Simmy blogs, which I have an equal love for, in order to gain inspiration. If my writer's block persists for too long, I'll start a side project to keep my writing "skills" from deteriorating too much (hence the numerous failed spin-off story blogs I've created)or I'll force myself to sit down at the computer and write a stream of consciousness thing.
  • Can you live without Custom Content (CC)?
2013 me, who had no idea how to install .packages would have declared that I definitely could have, 2015 me, on the other hand, probably couldn't since I've developed a love for downloading and using CC. A few months ago I was having a problem where my CC wasn't showing up in game and I was insanely frustrated and couldn't play the game until the problem was resolved.
  • On a scale of 1-10, how annoying is it for you to re-install The Sims 3 and all the custom content you used before onto a new computer?
    (If this has never happened to you, feel free to type something saying that it has never happened and move on.)
It's insanely frustrating to me, I'd say an eight in attempt to keep myself from looking impatient and easily agitated, though when I'm actually experiencing it I'd say a ten. I've had tons of tech problems throughout my legacy blogging days and despise having to deal with digital downloads, since they take forever to download for me.
  • Again, on a scale of 1-10, how often does your game crash? What do you after it crashes?
Since I switched computers, I've been lucky; the game's rarely crashed, so probably a two. When I had my iMac and all the EPs and lots of CC, probably an eight and when I had my laptop probably a ten.
  • Do you listen to music or anything while you play, take pictures or write?
When I play the game and take pictures I listen to iTunes Radio or music on YouTube. When I'm writing I have difficulty when there's talking or the sounds of television in the background, since I'm easily distracted I'll either go and join the conversation or go and watch the TV show, so I don't listen to anything.
  • Where do you play Sims? Example: my bedroom, office, etc.
I live in a relatively small space, so I play on my PC that's on my desk that's technically in my dining room/kitchen/living room/office
  • Is there a certain time in the day or week when you feel more focused to write?
I feel inspired at the worst times, usually in the middle of the day when I'm busy and won't return home for another four hours or so or in the middle of the night/pre-sunrise morning. As mentioned above, I have difficulty writing when there's noise, so I like writing in the middle of the night/pre-sunrise morning, however I can't sleep in late when I do write at 2 a.m. and I do terrible work when I'm sleep deprived and hyped up on coffee, so I don't really write when I'm the most inspired.
  • How long does it take you to write a good quality/satisfying chapter?
I can write a chapter in a few hours when I'm increadibly inspired, usually it takes me a few days, however some chapters have taken me weeks. I cannot stand to re-read what I write, because I tend to be a perfectionist, so if I read it and end up seeing one misspelling or I end up cringing I'll want to delete the entire chapter and start from the beginning, than I'll read what I wrote, end up deleting it; the cycle will continue infinitely, resulting in me never publishing anything, so I guess the amount of time it takes me to write a satisfying chapter is the amount of time it takes me to write a chapter.
  • Are any of your real-life friends or acquaintances sims legacy/story/isbi/challenge writers?
Tragically, no. Though, considering that none of my friends play the Sims or know about this blog, it isn't surprising.
  • Do you ever base a chapter out of inspiration from a drama/movie/song etc?
I do, though I cannot think of any specific examples right now.
  • If you could do whatever you want (date, marry, work with, etc.) any sim you want from any legacy, story, or challenge (even your own), who would you choose? 
I don't know, this is such a good question! There are several sims that I want to know in real life, just so I can scream and or slap them for being terrible towards another sim in that story, haha... Hm... Kiss, marry, kill- Wait, wrong thing, never mind. Honestly, I don't know, my deliberations could take months, so I'm just going to say that there are too many wonderful or horrible sims written by talented people for me to pick just one.
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Now, onto the second step, my nominees. Since this is my second nomination (I'm insanely grateful for TWO nominations, let alone one), I'm going to leave my nominations mostly the same from my other Liebster Award post- lovesstorms who writes The Ramsey Wishacy, a Sims 3 legacy story, and There Goes the Neighborhood, a Sims 4 commentary story, which I highly suggest reading if you haven't had a chance to yet, who nominated me- on The Janes Legacy, though I am going to change two nominations.

  • Doors by Hannah (hellohannah2). I binge read this story over Spring break last year and have since fallen in love with all of her characters, as well as her writing style.
  • L'amour Vrai by LateKnightSimmer. I love her stories, she has a great style of writing, and I loved Disney princesses as a child, so this story is practically perfect. It's a retelling of various fairytale, currently she's writing the Cinderella inspired portion and it provides a bit of childhood nostalgia for me, yet it also puts an interesting spin on things.
  • The Ramsey WIshacy by lovesstorms. (I know she nominated me, but this truly is unbiased, because I love this legacy so much and I was going to nominate her on The Janes Legacy, but I didn't, because she was the one who nominated me, so yeah.) I love this legacy so insanely much, you should go read it, in case you didn't decide to read it when I told you to earlier.
  • The Rose Legacy by newoangel. An amusing, amazing, engaging legacy with some rather lovely looking sims.
  • Chasing Rainbows by Arrowleaf. There's so much love that I have for this legacy, I discovered her stories by reading the first few chapters of her one hundred baby challenge, than I began reading that legacy. It's humorous and heart breaking and there's just so much love for it.
  • I was going to nominate the Serillion Legacy, because I loved it so insanely much, I binge read it, than I forgot to book mark it, spent awhile attempting to track it down, than added it to my favorite stories to ensure I wouldn't lose it again. Tragically, when I visited the blog, the author's apparently deleted it.
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 This is the final step, where I create questions for my nominees. These are different questions from my last post, however if I nominated you on that post, please, please, please know that I'm not expecting you to answer both sets of questions, please, feel free to pick one set over the other, provided that you would like to answer them, also I know some of you've had other nominations, so don't feel pressured to answer these questions.
  1. Which character in your story do you identify most with?
  2. Do you map out how you want the story to go or do you do things based off of the sims' wishes/reactions or do you do a bit of both?
  3. What do you like to do when you're not playing the Sims or writing for your story?
  4. If you could live in any of the Sims 3 EA worlds (base game, EP, store), which one would it be. Why?
  5. Do you have a method for naming chapters? (This may seem like an odd question, but I tend to over think the process. I'll either pick something that's too descriptive, too long, or too short.)
  6. Do you play any other games in the Sims franchise?
  7. Do your friends/family in real life know that you have a blog dedicated to your sims story?
  8. Are there any songs/artists/genres that you're currently enjoying listening to?
  9. What's the most frustrating thing you've dealt with when it comes to blogging your sims story?
  10. Do you watch Sim Youtube channels?
  11. Are there any challenges (legacy, 100 baby, etc.) that you haven't done that you want to?
 xx,
Jill (aka mfb426 on the Sims forums aka TheJanesLegacy on Blogger)

Saturday, May 16, 2015

Friday, May 1, 2015

Does Cursing Offend You?

In real life I curse rather frequently around friends (I refrain when in front of coworkers or my parents) and  use f**k more than I should (it happens to be my favorite swear word, I don't care much for sh** or a** but use b**ch, d**n, p*ss, and hell a godd**n lot) so I was wondering what your, the reader's, opinion of reading swear/curse/cuss/whatever words was. I sensored them just in case anyone was sensitive about that topic.

I'm not going to replace every adjective with f**k (and I will never, never use the N or C word regardless of whether I'm on this blog or IRL!) if you guys are cool with cursing, I just want to make sure I know if anyone would get offended if I did, because, honestly, I'm getting tired of using fudge or having Lavender, who curses like a sailor, have to "mutter words I could never use infront of the kindergarteners underneath my breath".

xx,
Jill

Thursday, April 30, 2015

Does Anyone Else…

When someone starts describing their hemophilia or a problem in their heart and the surgery that'll remedy it or even my friend's emergency C-section or I see a blood drive, I become nauseous and queasy and light headed and my legs or other extremities feel numb or tingley and… I even feel uncomfortable writing about it, right now. 

Anyone else?

Tuesday, April 28, 2015

I Started Listening to Fall Out Boy…

…and am now wondering why I haven't always been.
Also, I'm curling my hair.
Fun right?
It's too short to do cute things with, so...
Curls.
And Thnks Fr The Mmrs.

LETTTT'S LETTTT THHHEE GOOOD TIMMMESS ROLL…

Also, I wanna do a generation with a band that's a mix of FOB + Walk the Moon.
You've been warned.

xx,
Jill

P.S. this was just a let you know that I'm currently infatuated with FOB/cure me of my "haven't posted in two weeks" guilt.
Infatuated?
Enamored?
One perpetuates the idea that the fascination or love is temporary...
Hm...

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Four Tips For the First Time Legacy Blogger

I was recently asked for tips concerning starting a legacy blog. Here was my reply:


I'm glad that you're wanting to start your own legacy blog; it's an entertaining and rewarding experience. :D Thanks for asking for my tips, here are a few that I attempt to (and occasionally fail to) abide by:

1. Proof read every post before you publish it. It can be off putting to readers if your posts do not utilize punctuation correctly or if there are common grammatical errors (like misusing your and you're or there, their, and they're).

2. Include relevant pictures in your posts and use creative descriptors. It can be daunting for readers if there are walls of text with no images (in a legacy's case, these images would be screenshots of your game) to help keep their eyes from straying, especially if you use the word "pretty" or "bad" or "said" a multitude of times. I advise skimming this list so you avoid overusing any words: http://justenglish.me/2014/04/18/synonyms-for-the-96-most-commonly-used-words-in-english/

3. Don't be writing for the numbers. When you first start blogging, you will not instantly be receiving hundreds of views or comments each day, it'll take time. Don't feel disappointed if you only have a few commenters, instead be grateful that they're reading what you've written and offering feedback. Reply to their comments ASAP, so they're aware that you're appreciative of them. If some of the readers offer constructive criticism, graciously take it- If you become upset and delete their comment, ignoring their advise (such as, "please use more commas"), you will not be able to refine your writing skills. furthermore, your should ensure that you publish rather frequently, until you develop a reader base. If you publish one post a month, most people are going to forget that you're blogging or presume you've ceased working on your blog; you should aim to publish at least once or twice a week. If you don't publish any chapters for an extended period of time, make sure that you update your readers and let them know that you haven't quit.

4. Read a copious amount. It doesn't matter if you're reading other legacies (however, if you do, be sure to comment and support those bloggers; if you support them, they're more likely to support you) or novels, reading will help inspire you and also help improve your grammar.

I hope these tips help you (and remember, these are what have helped me; they may not apply to everyone) and am excited to see how your legacy goes! :D


 I'm publishing this because when I first started blogging, I was fairly new to the legacy community; I didn't have many role models who I could ask for help and a lot of the tutorials made the task seem daunting.
I wanted to create a tips post (note: other titles for this post that I briefly considered include Legacy Writing 101, So You Wanna Start A Legacy, My Advice: Starting A Sims 3 Legacy, What I've Learned From Legacy Blogging, among other things that didn't make the list) that didn't break everything down in super easy steps, but instead provided simple tips, because most people know the legacy rules (and if you don't, they're here) and most people can easily set up a Blogger/Wordpress (and if you don't there's a tutorial here and here for each platform, respectively) and if they can't, there's plenty of tutorials already out there that explain things better than I ever could.
What's lacking from the blogosphere is regular advice that most people don't bother typing out because they presume everyone already knows that. Hopefully this post helped you out and if you have any more questions, concerns, pancakes, or riddles feel free to comment below, I'll reply ASAP.

xx,
Jill

The Janes Legacy's Last Chapter

I've finally finished it.
Can you believe it?
I cannot.
I feel sad and just, all the feels. All of them.
I wrote this nice, sentimental post over on that blog that I'll publish later.
I also haven't published the last chapter yet.
Why?
One: I want to read it tomorrow and make sure I still like it.
Two: I'm one of those people who dread ending things and want to stretch it out as long as possible. Hence me only publishing on TJL chapter in March. (I apologize for that).

xx,
Jill

P.S. Sneak peek picture:

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

I Am Not Crazy

I am not crazy. 
In case you skipped the title, I just wanted to reiterate that point. 
Why would someone think I was crazy, you may ask... Well, perhaps vicariously living through fictional characters is peculiar or crying over Netflix at three is odd, but I digress.
This is not why I was called crazy.
I was called crazy because I'm pacing my driveway. 
Why am I pacing the driveway, playing on my iPad mini? (Oh yeah- I'm blogging this on an iPad mini.. That I bought like three years ago used... I mean, in between that, my TV that has a built in VHS tape player, and my seven year old windows XP PC, I'm *totally* living the upper class lifestyle).
Because I cannot afford a gym membership.
And I got a free FitBitZip.
And my AC isn't working great, so I have no intentions of utilizing the world of free Internet workout sessions when it's cooler outside than in.
So, yes. 
On my borrowed wifi connection, since mine isn't reaching the end of the driveway, I'm blogging and listening to Anna Kendrick sing, while gray storm clouds loom above, threatening to break and release pounding droplets of water.
Walking is dull. 

xx,
Jill

Saturday, April 4, 2015

Music In Chapters

I love it when people use music in their legacies; I've been meaning too, yet I am worried the song won't properly match my writing style or I simply forget. There are a few songs that I am rather fond of and am planning to use, eventually; be prepared to see them in future generations (no, I will *not* be cramming them all into Lav's generation, don't worry).

Jimmy Eat World: Sweetness (cover)

 Walk the Moon: Shut Up and Dance With Me
 

Halestorm: Amen
 

Ingrid Michelson: The Way I Am
 

 Shelia She Loves You: Don't Give Us Poets, Give Us Bread
  

 I'm not planning on using this in a chapter, I just enjoyed it
 

We the Kings: Sad Song
 

Chloe Howl: Disappointed
 


Fitz & the Tantrums: The Walker

New Politics: Harlem

Bleachers: Rollercoaster


And that Paul Simon song.
And this one, that one, hey, this one, too, and maybe this one and cool, this exists.
And that German one.
And that one from the movie that my parent's liked.
Oh and a cheesy T-Swift song THAT YOU CAN NOT FIND ON YOUTUBE, DAMMIT, but at least it has an amazing cover and oh, yeah, how about some Birdy?
Annnnnnd what about Tessa Violet?
Snow Patrol, anyone?
Hell.
This is just turning into songs I enjoy.
And took me like an hour.
I was actually going to write a chapter, not just a post about songs I might use in chapters.
Oh well.

That was an insane amount of music, right? Sooooooo, what do you think? I'm presuming that you watched a few videos and/or clicked on a few links in the above paragraph (I'm not sure, with this template and everything, if you can see what are and are not links, so...). Have a favorite? I know that there are a lot 'love' songs; when I listen to them, I think of so many cute sub-plots for each generation (I have a few planned out... in an excel document... I *might* be a nerd who overly-enjoys writing and planning things out).

P.S. Feeling adventerous? Type 'Barenaked Ladies band' into google, press search, and pray to whatever deity you do or do not believe in that actual bare naked ladies do not show up.

Friday, April 3, 2015

The Dreamy Eyed Girl


   I sat, staring off at at him through my raven fringe, my raven bangs. Dark hair, dark eyes, tan skin, a thick Jamaican accent that coated the words, as he sang a bad rendition of a marijuana smoking reggae singer's only decent song. He'd be decent. Decent prey. The dreamy eyed girl sat next to me, a Southern accent coating the words that slipped through her pink lips, the words of an innocent, warm hearted girl who was hoping to make it big in the Big Apple. Perfect prey. Innocent. Trusting.
   She wouldn't know what was occurring until it had.
   My jaws ached behind my red lips, the points aching to appear, as I ached for my prey. She was asking Mister Barkeep Sir to please serve her up another Alabama Slammer, the drink that was named after her home state. Silly girl, trusting the strangers who ignored her.
   Soon she'd be in the back alley.
   Soon she'd be prey.

P.S. Yes, that's Lavender, no, this isn't actually a part of the legacy. I took the photograph and was inspired by it.

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

music.

does anyone else get insanely jealous of people then feel immensely guilty over it? blah. I've noticed the more chatty posts I do the lower my daily stats get which sends my neurotic anxiety into red alert... My personality can be a bit, ehem, off putting, annnnnnnnd this wasn't what the post was going to be about.

music.

it exists.

right now I'm obssessed with the Mowgli's (note: sorry for the spastic capitalization, I'm on my phone). I'm good, is well, good... Summery and California sunshine poppy.

I've ate so much junk food because I've had an unplanned week off due to bad weather

My bikini so isn't going to fit...

Crud. I'm off topic.

Weather...

No music... This post was about music. I get off track easily... *shrugs* I'd be surprised if that hasn't seeped into my writing a bit...

anyways.

I despise that word. anyways. I'm working on generation ones prologue/first chapter. Wait, no, music!

Another man is alright, it's free on iTunes (note: I'd link, but on my mobile as I said earlier) this week, until Tuesday.

I should do productiveness... Stop being chatty, I believe it drags my stats down...

Ah, well...

Goodbye?

xx,
Jill

Monday, February 23, 2015

i cant sleep

ive been trying to fall asleep for an hour and a half, just lying in my bed, staring at the ceiling
no lights
no phones
no electronics
just me and my yoga pants and over sized t shirt and fuzzy blanket trying to sleep
i cant sleep
i cant even be bothered with proper punctuation
i am not tired
i just feel like i should be tired or should be sleeping because tomorrow morning i will have to get up and do things with my life that require energy and me being productive

i feel like i could write the great american novel
or i could should no could no should clean everyhting
everything
like arrange it perfectly
like i prefer it
i could write a screen play
or spend all my money on clothing
that i wont wear
because i dont feel
gafhklasfdhaf
my mind just
it isnt full of thoughts
im not having an emotional pondering
i just feel hyperactive like i can do anything

when you say you cant sleep people suggest everything
just lie still
deep breaths
eye closed
drink warm milk
i still cant sleep
i mental wrote a whole generation for this legacy
because i could write the great american novel

and im picturing having conversations with someone
and we are talking about how you feel when you make a mistake
youll be isolated from society and everything
outcast not isolated
i cant sleep
im rambling

i dont know

xx,
Jill

Thursday, February 19, 2015

Shopping + CC + Other Musings

   I am unsure of whether or not I should keep rambling on my legacy blog, but nevertheless, I will continue to... At least while the "blizzard" is occurring and the whole state's in a goddamn state of emergency. When I said g-damn, I didn't mean YOUR g, I meant that other religion's g, so don't be offended.
   I enjoying shopping, to a certain extent.
   If the store's crowded, I dislike it.
   If the store's pricey, I dislike it.
   If the employees talk to me I become panic-y and anxious, I dislike that.
   I enjoy downloading lots of CC, which makes sense. The website won't be crowded, the CC is free, and there aren't any employees who (or is it whom?) I may have to interact with. I don't have a top of the line computer that can handle tons of CC, tragically, which means I'm left downloading three items, deleting three items, to try and keep my game as lag free as possible.
   I'm not sure where precisely I'm going with this, I just know that it is keeping me from working on my manuscript... Ah, procrastination. I probably should get back to "work" now. I put the quotation marks around work because I have yet to publish anything or find an agent or do anything that might mean I get to receive a paycheck.
   So...
   Hmm...
   Uhh...
   Here's a photograph that will be prominent, perhaps, in an upcoming chapter. I haven't released anything, mostly because I have no idea how to get the story going in the direction I want it to go to, I just know that it needs to leas to this:
   Amazing, right? I'm going to get back to work now, with only my Mowgli's, Walk the Moon, and Misterwive's music to keep me company.

xx,
Jill 

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

#Snowpocalypse

   I have the misfortune of living in the south, not the deep south, yet still the south. I do and did not actively decide to move there, here, I suppose I should refer to it as, it just so happened that the bad economy, the job market, colleges, scholarships, all these factors I will not divulge into have me living in the portion of America where y'all is actually considered proper English.
   If you keep up with the USA news, you probably are aware that a cold front has swept a portion of the country, causing it to snow. There's eight inches where I live. I am in the south. The citizens of the region consider fifty degrees freezing, the low is negative fifty divided by three. Needless to say, the whole town has shut down, leaving me with power, a PC, the inability to get out of the parking lot, and a large supply of coffee; this means that there's going to be a tremendous about of updates and rambley blatherings coming your way, as cabin fever sets in... Good luck?

xx,
Jill