Sunday, July 3, 2016

Familiar Animal Award

I've been nominated by the absolutely lovely LateKnightSimmer for the Familiar Animal Award! Thank you so much for nominating me!  ♥



Rules for Accepting the Award:
  • Thank the Blogger who nominated you and link back to their page
  • Post the Award picture on your blog (I created my own, hopefully that's okay!)
  • Write a short paragraph about yourself and what your blog means to you
  • If you could be any animal, what would it be?
  • Pick and notify your nominees
About Me:
I'm not sure how much to write about myself, since I could probably ramble on for years. I grew up in a small Southern town, which aren't nearly as quaint as the media leads you to believe. There's not a lot to do and not a lot of space for liberal thinking, or at least in my town. Perhaps it's different in other small towns. I'm beginning uni in the fall and have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. I've contemplated becoming a pharmacist, OB/GYN, computer programmer, the list goes on and on...  I enjoy reading, baking, debating, and writing; With Love is my second legacy blog. While my progress isn't as steady as I'd like it to be, it's still been a lovely experience. Legacy blogging has allowed me to discover a whole community of simmers to connect with and has given me a creative outlet where I can work on refining my writing skills.

My Animal:
If I could be an animal, um... I'm terrified of heights and my swimming skills are almost nonexistent, so that rules out anything aquatic or winged... Maybe a house cat? Cats are fairly intelligent creatures (I hope I'm somewhat intelligent, haha), independent, inquisitive, and can be very vocal or incredibly quiet when they'd like to be. Those are all qualities I hope I possesses! Cats can also be seen as moody or aloof animals and I supposed I can be both of those things, at times. Does this sound too much like a third grader trying to complete their creative writing prompt? It's probably time to move on to the fifth and final step...

My Nominations:

Monday, June 27, 2016

Seven: A Spark

   It was Harrison's twenty-second birthday and his fiance and I were throwing him a surprise party in the local uni's coffee shop, since I was too young to go to a bar. I was still shocked that Katie was going to be my sister-in-law. A few months ago, I was teasing him about Lyla, now he was engaged to a business major. They'd explained how they met, an adorable story with hot tea and Chinese food, and I could tell by the way he looked at her that she was his entire world and their engagement wasn't some lust fueled catastrophe. It was odd, I'd never dated anyone, since my parents hadn't exactly allowed me to have an active social life. Even if they had, I wasn't attracted to any guys in high school, and quite frankly I didn't really want to date any guy.
    "Hey, Katie, I'm gonna run to the restroom real quick, okay?" I'd drunk too much coffee, and I wanted to text my parents the exciting news. This morning I'd found out that I'd been cast to play a mother in a new CBS sitcom about a nineteen year old who became pregnant after a mix up at the OBGYN. The casting director had seen my movie somehow and she loved it so much, she'd requested the studio offer me the role immediately.
   "Sure!" She smiled brightly, as she arranged the balloons. I turned, walking into the bathrooms. I was greeted by muffled sobs. I glanced around, seeing a pair of feet in a stall. We were the only two people in the room.


   "Hi, um, I just... I was gonna go pee, but uh... Are you okay? I can go find another bathroom?"
   "N-o, it's okay." Her voice cracked with agony, as I slowly walked closer.
   "Do you want to talk? I... I know it's weird to pour your soul out to a stranger, but I don't mind." Why did I say pour your soul out? I wasn't a poet and it sounded peculiar as hell. She probably thought I was a creep.
   She slowly opened the stall. Her ginger hair was cascading down her face, covering her supple lips, her tear stained cheeks shown in the light, as she looked at me with awe. Something about her looked familiar... Beautiful and familiar. "I, damn, look I just..."
   "Feeling vulnerable?" She nodded.


   "You... Do I know you? You... You sound, you look familiar."
   "I don't know, maybe? I'm Veronica Colton."


   "Colton? Like Harrison? Fuck, he mentioned having a sister... I'm sure you think I'm a terrible person... I flirted with your brother, hell, I flirted with a ton guys, yet I've never dated a guy. I guess... Maybe if I had liked them, I wouldn't be in this situation."
   "Wait, wait are you Lyla? And what situation?" Harrison had said she dyed her hair crazy colors, I suppose maybe red was her natural color. Red hair, gray eyes, and something that made me want to help her and talk to her and get to know her... A spark or confusion and appeal and attraction and vulnerability that made me want to do something, anything with her.
   "I'm..." She paused, wiping away a few tears. "I'm, I dunno, I'm not a sure open person, which is a shit characteristic for a future therapist, but... God, I just want someone to talk to."
   "You can, I mean if you're comfortable around me."
   "Okay, okay... I need to quit bawling like a baby. I guess... The situation. How much do you know about your brother and I? We were never a thing, really, we shared lab space and occasionally grabbed drinks or a snack or something. One time I invited him over, because I was trying to plan a Star Wars viewing party and he's one of, like, the five people I know. Did your brother ever mention a Star Wars marathon?"
   "Yeah, I think so." Wasn't it supposed to happen on the day he met Katie?
   "Well, I canceled it, my roommate, her boyfriend, and I were having a fight... I think I told him some lie about, I don't remember. I just couldn't deal with any guys." She took a deep breath, before leaning against me. "I haven't really told anyone this, but... I don't... I'm a" She looked straight at me, her eyes were stormy skies dancing before a hail storm... I leaned forward and-


   We were inches from one another, I could feel her body heat and spell her sweet perfume. "Can I kiss you?" I asked, as she nodded, closing the gap between us.


   "Lesbian. I'm a lesbian." She said, once we pulled away from one another.
   "I... I... I might... I, yeah." I was incoherent, absolutely speechless. I've never been attracted to boys and kissing her felt so right. Could I kiss her again? Taste her vanilla chapstick, feel the electric sparks pulse through me as our tongues collided?"Am I allowed to call it magical or is that a complete cliche?"
   "You can call it whatever you'd like... I'm sorry if I just came onto you... Fuck! You're... You're not, oh my God, you're a minor. You're a child. I kissed a child."
   "What? No! I consented, I, I turn eighteen in a month, I asked if I could kiss you..." Tears began sliding down her face when I said consent. "Are you? I'm sorry."
   "No, no, don't be sorry... I, consent. That's, that's the situation." She inhaled deeply. "I cancelled the Star Wars thing, because... It was the night before. My... I flirted with my roommate's boyfriend. Or, he thought I did. I don't know. I was drinking, I guess I was drunk, I don't really remember, I just know... My roommate left, to go get the pizza from the lobby. Her boyfriend, he grabbed me and... It was... I was lying on the ground trying to scream and he, forced himself... I lost my virginity... I tried to push him off and fight, but I couldn't, he still..."
   "Lyla." I whispered, staring at her. "I'm so, sorry, I... That's. He's a demon." I wanted to find him, make him pay for what he did.
   "I just found out that he isn't going to be prosecuted..."
   "That's-that's no! What the-? How could-?" How could the world be so cruel? I wanted to kiss the wound and make it better, I wanted to punch her rapist in the throat. She was mourning the loss of justice... We were only three months into the year and Katie was going to be married. Lyla was mourning the loss of justice. I was going to play a teen mom in a television show. One of us was a bride, one of us was a mourner, and one of us was a mother.

Six: Valentine's Day



   "Mmm... Yes..." Katie groaned, as I kissed her neck, delicately pulling the zipper on the back of her dress down. It dropped down to the floor, revealing a black, lace bra and nothing else. She nimbly unbuttoned by dress shirt, tossing it aside, as I pulled her onto the bed.
   "I love you." She smiled, as I unhooked her bra, moving my lips further down my body.
   "I love you- mm, yes, oh Harrison!" She
   It was my first Valentine's Day in a real relationship; we'd felt so connected after our first date in early winter, we went out on another date, then another, and another. Her humor was divine, her soul absolutely fine. There was no question in my mind about whether or not I wanted to see her again. We'd made things official shortly after the fall semester, but decided against announcing it, because of the holiday stress. Wilson didn't seem to notice anything peculiar and I'm fairly certain Veronica was so focused on the fact that she'd be eighteen and a high school graduate soon, that she didn't care about what her big brother's love life was like.
   Two months after we'd officially declared ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend, I still hadn't mentioned it to anyone and neither had Katie. We weren't keeping it a secret, per se, we just weren't broadcasting it.
   After out love making -- I never thought that I, a twenty-one year old male would use that term, but it's what it was. It was a collision of love and sparks, it was two souls coming together to be one, it was something that made me wonder Wilson would joke about my testosterone levels, it was so wonderful -- she turned to look at me, her lips curling upwards, her eyes shining.
   "So, I hear that Mr. Harrison Hugo Colton has something planned that will absolutely blow me away."
   "I supposed it'll have to, after Miss. Katie Jocelyn Dalton literally blew-"
   "Hey!" She playfully flicked me, rolling her eyes. "This is why I'm the mature one in the relationship."
   "What can I say, I do have a thing for older, mature women." My comment was met with an eye roll, as she stood up and began shrugging on her disregarded garments. She was eleven months and two weeks older than me, a senior in college, while I was a junior. Our birthdays were exactly two weeks apart, it was like it was fate. "As much as I hate to say this, I'm glad you're getting dressed, I supposed I should do the same."
   "Where ever we're going probably wouldn't appreciate you showing up nude."
   "What if I had commissioned an art student to sketch up that way?"
   "Because nothing says I love you like seeing some art nerd draw my boobs."
   "Don't worry, we're actually going to the Rose Haven Tea House for brunch."
   "Well gosh darn, there goes the surprise." Whenever she was attempting to be over dramatic, she used the childish version of curse words, rather than say shit, she'd say poo, rather than say goddamn, she'd say gosh darn.
   "There's still a surprise." I took her hand, as we strolled out of her bedroom, out of the apartment, into the elevator, out of the lobby, and into her car. In a few minutes we were there.


   The Rose Haven Tea House had some lure about it being the most romantic spot in the town. It was quaint, run by an elderly British woman, and served delicious scones. It was also were we'd made things official. I led Katie into the garden, as she shivered slightly. Caught up in getting there, neither of us had bother to grab winter coats, which were needed during the frigid New England winter.


   "I love you, Harrison, but darling do we have to be freezing our asses off in the snow?" I nodded slowly.


   "You know, I had Chinese last week and my fortune cookie said that I'd spend the rest of my life with someone who spilled hot tea on me when we first met."
   "Wait, didn't- our first conversa- oh my God!" She looked down, her mouth forming a perfect O.
   "Please tell me that's a good 'Oh my God'. Katie, when I first met you... I knew it was you. You were adorable and witty and breath taking all in those first five minutes. As we've grown together, as we've learned more about one another, I've discovered that you're not just adorable, you're mind, body, and soul are gorgeous and they've completely captivated me. I've learned that you're not just witty, you're brilliant and generous and amorous and kind and there isn't anything I wouldn't do for you. I've learned that you don't just take my breath away, you take everyone's breath away the minute you walk into the room. Everyone you meet you manage to inspire, you want to make the world a better place, and I hope I'll be able to travel alongside you and help. I want to be with you every single step of the way and I hope you'll allow me to. Katie Jocelyn Dalton, will you marry me?"
   "Yes."
   "Yes?"
   "Yes." She nodded. "Yes, yes, yes! Oh my God, yes, of course... Harrison, God these past two months have been so wonderful and I don't know what I'd do without you, you said that I manage to inspire everyone, yet you inspire me. You want to help people and you're so passionate about caring for your sister and your parents and your best friend... Yes!"


   "I know I still have a year of college left and med school, we don't have to do this this year or next, hell we could wait a decade, as long as I get to spend that decade with you, I don't care how long we wait."
   "We don't have to wait, I sure as hell can't wait to be Ms. Katie Colton and the summer would be the perfect time for a wedding... I'm going to grad school in the middle of the country and they have a pretty good med school, we could figure something out."
   "A summer wedding would be great! And I could always transfer or something."
   "Yes! We could get a cute apartment, by great aunt's could go to my cousin... It'd work out absolutely lovely."
   We kissed again. We were engaged, with our futures shakily mapped out. There was snow swirling around us and our bodies were freezing, yet in that moment, we didn't need hats or mittens or coats, because our love warmed us.

Thursday, March 31, 2016

Love Me Anyway?

Last year around this time, I was obsessed with the Mowgli's. I bought both their albums and shared my enthusiasm for them by posting pictures on Instagram (two of which were liked by their singer, one of which was commented on by her).
Last year around this time, this blog was still on it's prologue. Flash forward and I'm only on generation two; I finished The Janes Legacy (which recently celebrated it's third anniversary!) in roughly one and two thirds of a year, clearly I'm not making the same progress with this legacy.
I apologize for taking six months to publish five chapters, I know it's shitty and most of you have probably presumed I've gone on an infinite hiatus, I haven't though.
Life's gotten in the way recently.
By recently I mean around October of 2015.
I've always had certain personal issues, but in  October they flared up incredibly bad.
Hence me not posting anything like ever.
Hopefully you'll love me anyway, even if  I'm not doing great at the writing and publishing thing...
Speaking of loving people anyway, I recently started listening to the Mowgli's and there so lovely and peppy, I recommend ya (too casual? trying to hard?) check them out:


xx,
Jill

P.S. I published chapter five of generation two today!

Five: A Mother, A Bride, and A Mourner

Veronica's POV


          Today had been a fairly dull day, I'd returned to campus after visiting mum and dad over the break with Harrison and filming had wrapped for the movie prior to break, so the only thing I had to worry about were classes, which began tomorrow. The community college's classes began before the university's did, so Harrison was staying an extra week at home. Over the break I'd bought lots of athletic wear, since I'd resolved to start working out more. I'd never bothered making a resolution before, though I figured why the hell not this year. Might as well give it a go. The worst that could happen was I ended up quitting it two weeks in, like most people.
          Mum had apologized profusely over the break, she said she didn't realize she was smothering me, she said she didn't realize how much I hated and if I wanted to transfer to the Community College of Allegheny County for the spring semester I could, since the movie had wrapped filming and she promised to not interfere with my living habits, promised to not be a helicopter mother to her seventeen, soon to be eighteen, year old daughter; she wanted a relationship, she wanted to be a friend.
          I declined, simply telling her I was enjoying living with Harrison and Wilson and that it was probably too late to transfer.


          The gym was fairly empty; the semester hadn't formally started and not many students thought, "Hey, you know what'd be fun at 6 am on a frigid January morning? Working out!" Including myself, there were three girls here who, unbeknownst to me, would become close. Right now, we didn't know each other, though we'd heard of each other in passing.


          There was me, the blonde with a bob, running on the treadmill in a white off the shoulder tee and sky blue shorts: Veronica Colton. Seventeen, finishing up high school at the local community college, I starred in one minor motion picture that'd be premiering in June, a month after the semester ended, in Los Angeles. I lived with my brother, Harrison Colton, and his friend Wilson Cameron, who were both pre-med.
           I didn't know what the hell I wanted to do with my life, I loved theater and acting, though I didn't know if that was what I wanted to do with my life.
          To me, Lyla was the girl my brother was mildly infatuated with.
          To me, Katie was the "friend that I grabbed lunch with.", since that's all Harrison told me when I inquired where he got Chinese from, a few months ago.


          Next, there was Katie Dalton, the twenty-two year old raven haired girl running in navy capri yoga pants and a matching sports bra. A golden headband held her hair back like it did everyday; she loved headbands and she loved her hair, proud of her heritage, proud of the discrimination her and her family had overcome.
          Dr. Marget Elise McCormick was the first African-American women to teach at the uni Harrison attended, she lived in her on campus apartment her entire life, becoming affectionately known as Doc McC, professor of American literature. She never married, not that she wanted to, and she never had children, not that she wanted to. She had a fairly large family, she was the eldest of four brothers and a sister, and every summer she'd let a relative, a nephew, niece, some cousin, a brother, an in-law, crash on her sofa. Every summer, she'd gain some idyllic, bucolic trinket, turning her apartment into an eclectic, homely, completely cluttered place.
          The summer after Katie graduated high school, she came to stay with her great aunt McC, since she'd be attending the uni she taught at. She was the last summer guest, for, at the age of eighty seven, she passed, succumb to cancer. The cancer mourned Doc McC, who had left the apartment to whoever lived with her last; Katie inherited a home and with that, she'd inherited the history of the place, every summer you let someone crash on your sofa. Her first summer, she let her cousin Maxwell stay, her second she let her friend Alisha, her third she let her aunt Emmalinne. Now she was a senior, about to graduate with a bachelor's in business administration and a minor in American lit, a homage to her great aunt.
          To her, I was just one of Harrison's, the boy who she'd gone on a few dates with, roommates.
          To her, Lyla was just the noisy next door neighbor whose roommate constantly fought with her boyfriend.


          Lastly, there was Lyla Leviathan, the twenty-one year old with a penchant for hair dye and galaxy print apparel. She flirted since it was fun, her dating history didn't contain ex-boyfriends as much as it did chances she never took and a few one night stands. She was a junior, psych major, and shared lab space with Harrison her fifth semester.
          She never worked out; she thought it was dull, it gave too much time for her mind to wander free and analyze the others in the room. She went into psychology because she was an over thinker, constantly analyzing everything, everyone in the room.
          Or at least, that's what her daddy told her.
          Her daddy told her a lot of things, though. Her daddy told her that she needed to quit thinking and that she needed to be independent, needed to quit crying because her pops wasn't coming back. She had her dad and her pops and they'd lived in Massachusetts, legally wed the minute the law passed in 2004. In 2015, when all states recognized it, Lyla cried, wishing they'd done it sooner. Maybe if they had, pops wouldn't have left, fleeing to Alabama, where he was from. Daddy hadn't followed, he feared the homophobia, the harsh taunts Lyla might face from children in the school yard. He also wanted his marriage recognized. Pops wanted his family, which apparently didn't include his husband and daughter, but did include his racist parents, and to root for Bama.
          To her, Katie was just the girl she occasionally caught a glimpse of in the hallway.
          To her, I was just Harrison's little sister, who she'd never met.


          We were all working out in the gym, the gym that was empty because it was the beginning of the year, but by the beginning of next year, we wouldn't just be working out and we wouldn't be three strangers. We'd know each other and we wouldn't just have our own personal backstories: the girl with helicopter parents, the girl with the professor great aunt, the girl with the fucked up fathers, we'd have new labels, because by next year one of us will have given birth, one of us will have gotten married, and one of us will have lost one of our roommates.
          There's be a mother, a bride, and a mourner.
          We just didn't know who'd be who, yet.

Sunday, March 13, 2016

Four: Bad Ass Harrison Ford



  No cursing.
   No romance between her character and the Linus character.
   No nudity. Even with a body double.
   No gruesome, bloody, or suicidal scenes.
   Those were the demands that mum had presented the screenwriters and director with and, since she technically still reserved certain legal rights to the story was being given a producer credit and the lead was her daughter, they obliged, for the most part. Considering Veronica's character's mental state, it was difficult to not include the last one, at least a bit... How could you refer to bloody, gruesome, suicidal things without being offensive? You didn't want to romanticize illnesses, though you didn't want to be crass or triggering.
   After a bit more debate, mum reluctantly agreed to allow one F bomb to be said by Veronica, the only F bomb in the film, since they were trying to keep it PG-13, and implied "romantic, ehem, interactions" between Veronica's character and Linus, who was played by Will McMahone.
   I want Harrison there if there's any... Kissing or implications, though.
   Mum wasn't almost as protective of her mum's story as she was towards Veronica. I wasn't exactly enthused to be stuck on set, I'd visited a few times and dropped her off, however it meant a lot to Veronica to be allowed to have the restrictions on her acting lifted, so I sat here for the past four hours.
   "Cut!" The director exclaimed, as I glanced up from me phone. Will and Veronica were embracing, saline tears streaked down her face.
   "Harrison!" Veronica exclaimed, bouncing over to me, "What'd you think?"
    "Great!" I smiled. "Oscar worthy, if I do say so myself."
    "Shut up." She playfully swatted my arm, rolling her eyes. "This is gonna be a summer flick, we're pandering a bit towards teenagers and the early twenties crowd, there's no way I could win any awards."
   "Teen Choice Award?" I suggested. I'd seen Veronica practicing her award acceptance speech in the mirror, unbeknownst to her. I wasn't sure what her exact career goals were, she was getting general courses out of the way at the community college and loved her art class, she'd talked about majoring in a few things once she technically graduated high school and would enter college as a sophomore, but she hadn't stated anything for sure. Mum wanted me to encourage her to go into teaching, like her, she could become a teacher at MENA, teach dance or art or drama, and also do community theater on the side. Perhaps she wanted to be an actress, win an Oscar, a Golden Globe, be interviewed on the red carpet, though, and not pick, as dad described it "a stable career".
   "Will might, he was in that adaptation of that book about those kids at boarding school with that clinical depressed smoker chick and got a nomination for it."
   "You're ten times better than him."
   "Right." She giggled, rolling her eyes."Because I totally have the skills of someone who's been taking acting classes since they were seven and starred in a Disney TV show for four seasons while balancing high school."
    "You're starring in a movie while balancing college without any formal acting training, so of course you are."
    "Shh! He's coming over, we don't wanna seem rude."
    "Hey, is filming over for the day? Lyla's having a Star Wars movie marathon to celebrate the fact that next semester her roommate's moving into a new apartment and the first thing they did together was watch A New Hope and since there's only three weeks left in the semester, they kinda have to have it soon, before finals."
    "Oooh, Lyla's having a Star Wars movie marathon, that's why you're going, isn't it?"
    "No... I'm going for Harrison Ford." Lyla and I had resumed our lab flirtations after the one awkward instance, though Wilson and Veronica still insisted on teasing me about my infatuation, like middle schoolers.
    "Harrison Ford?" Will came up, glancing at us. "Harrison Ford's bad ass."
    "Ha, yeah. Will, this is my brother Harrison, Harrison this is Will." Veronica shot me a glance, warning me not to mention award shows.
    "Er, we've actually met before, wasn't your brother here yesterday?"
   "Oh... Oh, yeah he was." She blushed crimson, as I chuckled.
   "I have to go, I have a Star Wars movie marathon to get to."
   "Cool... Nice to meet you, again, I guess."
   "Yeah." We awkwardly stood there for a few moments before I shuffled off, heading to Lyla's apartment. Her directions had been decent, take a left by the gas station where you can score cheap pot, it's the third apartment building on the right, she'd prop open the door so I didn't need to be buzzed in. I glanced at the car's clock, accelerating a bit. The commute from the film lot to uni wasn't long, maybe thirty, forty minutes, but I was still running late.
   Half an hour later I parked, turning my phone on so I could check and make sure I'd gotten the address right. I climbed out of the vehicle, striding over to the door, entering into the lobby, just as my phone rang.
   "Hey, what's up Lyla?"
   "Harrison, hey, I just wanted to see if you were on your way."
   "Er, yeah, yeah. I was running a bit late."
   "Okay, well, I'm sorry, the movie thing is a bit, well it's cancelled. You aren't here, are you? Since you're late?"
   "I'm, er, not really."
   "Good, I'd feel so shitty if you drove her from the film lot, skipping your sister's thing and now it's canceled. My roommate had this fight with her boyfriend and like they were going to move in, but now I dunno, she's in more of a binge eat ice cream then binge watch Carrie Fisher and Harrison Ford mood..." She trailed off, as I turned, glancing at the door.
    "Chill, Lyla, I get it. Maybe you could come over to my place sometime, we could watch Star Wars together."
    "Like a date?" The hesitance in her voice was apparent, even over the phone.
    "Yeah, it could be a date!" Smooth, Harrison. Real smooth. I berated myself, knowing I came off as way too enthusiastic."Or just two friends or lab mates or whatever watching one of the best film series of all time." Great, I'm sure that'll make you sound less desperate.
    "Alright... Text me later?"
    "Will do."
   "Bye."
   "Bye." I hung up, sighing. Our problems could be solved will simple communication, we could talk about our flirtations or we could read way to far into them and awkwardly ponder whether or not someone would eventually make a movie. Clearly we were going to do the latter and hope things worked out like a romcom. I glanced down at my phone, wondering if I should price the cost of getting the original trilogy on DVD or if I should wait. I began walking, scrolling through Amazon. DVD or stream it? Why the hell was I invested in an "alright text me later"? Other than being sincerely surprised that I didn't already own the movies, since they seemed like the type of thing that everyone owns, I shouldn't be concerned about it. Still, here I was, exiting Lyla's apartment, on my- "Shit! Hot!"
   "I'm so sorry!" A girl looked up at me, then down at my shirt, which was soaked with herbal tea, a disposable coffee cup printed with the campus' shop's logo lying on the floor.
   "No, no, it was all me, I was on my phone and wasn't paying attention, I'm sorry." Her cheeks were turning crimson as she stood there, biting her lip. "I'm, oh I'm blocking the ent- Sorry, I was just going."
   "New tenant?"
   "Oh, no, I was coming to visit somebody, but it was a bad time, so..."
   "So... You're free? Because you could come up to my apartment? The tea was scalding and I'd hate for you to have to drive home soaking wet. Er, I don't want to sound imposing, I just, my mom always told me common courtesy, love thy neighbor, I dunno, sorry, I babble when I feel awkward... Did you know this is one of the oldest apartments surrounding campus?"
   "I didn't and sure or we could go out, I could buy you a new tea as an I'm-sorry-I-wasn't-paying-attention."
   "Sure, I just need to drop off my bookbag." She stepped forward, pressing the elevator's  up button. It dinged, as she stepped forward, into it. "Hey... What's your name?"
   "Harrison."
   "Harrison, get on the elevator." I stepped on, next to her as she smiled. "I'm Katie."
   "Nice to meet you."
    "Same, so... I take it you're a trusting person."
    "Why'd you think that?"
   "Well, it's the most stereotypical line, but I could be a murderer."
   "Are you?"
    "Nah, I'm against the whole murder thing... I'm guessing you aren't planning on dismembering anyone today, either?"
   "Eh." I shrugged, "The day's still young, though I admit I'm also against the whole murder thing."
   "That's good." She laughed. Her giggles were beans of sunshine, filling the room with warmth, as her face lit up. "So, there's this tiny independent Chinese place with great jasmine tea, we could go there. You buy me tea, I buy you chow mein?"
   "Who doesn't love noodles, spicy chicken, and vegetables? Though, I couldn't let you buy me a meal and me just buy you tea, I'd have to at least throw in, I dunno... Dumplings or spring rolls."
   "You could, you don't have to, though." She smiled, looking up at me. "Considering that I spilled tea on you and everything."
   "Nah, it was my fault. C'mon, how about a complimentary fortune cookie?"
   "You know, I had Chinese last week and my fortune cookie said that I'd run into a tall, handsome stranger."
   "Have you?" I smiled, feeling my cheeks flush.
   "Well, there's this guy who I accidentally spilled tea all over and I'm fairly certain he's not a mass murder, and he's fairly tall, I mean only about two or three inches taller than me, not bad on the eyes either."
   "That's odd, because I had a fortunate that siad I was going to run into a beautiful, intelligent stranger and I did... Literally."
   "That is odd... I supposed it's both of ours lucky day." She looked up as me, smiling, as the elevator dinged, signifying that we'd reached her floor. I nodded, beaming.
   And with that, we exited the elevator.

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Three: That Archie Character... Veronica?

Note: Odd chapters are Veronica's perspective, even are Harrison's


   "Shit." I murmured, staring at my hair in the hall mirror. I'd just taken off the bandanna that the on-set stylist had wrapped around my hair, shielding it from the dreary rain that had plagued October. The director said that, based upon a few diary entries and police records, my character had naturally blonde hair, like mine, but died her hair brunette and cut it short after running away and apparently it'd be absolutely impossible to make the movie if I didn't dye and chop off all of my hair. "Who could imagine, stretching reality in a film? The atrocity!" Was what I wanted to retort, however I only nodded, agreeing to attempt to fit his vision. He'd directed several box office hits, including several cliched, somewhat racist, set in the deep south, ultra pro-military romantic films that were adaptations of the equally cliched, somewhat racist, set in the deep south, ultra pro-military romance novels; my mother was hesitant to let me do the film in the first place, if she heard that I was disobeying, despite her promise to try and make amends by being less overbearing, she'd be, to put it the most eloquently way possible: really fucking pissed off.
   No cursing.
   No romance between my character and the Linus character.
   No nudity. Even with a body double.
   No gruesome, bloody, or suicidal scenes.
   Those were the demands that mum had presented the screenwriters and director with and, since she technically was only loaning the rights to the story or whatever and was being given a producer credit and the lead was her daughter, they obliged, other than the last thing. Considering my character's mental state, it was difficult to not include the last one, at least a teeny bit... How could you refer to bloody, gruesome, suicidal things without being offensive? You didn't want to romanticize illnesses, though you didn't want to be crass or triggering.
   "Hey Veronica?"
   "Huh?" I glanced away from my horrid dye job, flinching. My hair was jet black. Not dark brown. Not "coffee with a liberal amount of cream poured into it" like I was told. Onyx, raven, pitch, obsidian, jet, however you wanted to describe it black.
    "Wilson and I are going to this frat party and it seems lonely to leave you here, so, uh- fuck, what's with your hair?" He paused, staring at me. They were going to dye my hair today, cut it tomorrow... Apparently now the plan was to bleach it tomorrow, dye it hopefully a lighter brown, then chop it all off.


   "Stylist screwed it up."
   "I-I... Looks good. Do you wanna go to the Halloween party with us? It's in, like, an hour." I had an essay to write for US history, something about the French and Indian War, and an art assignment that I probably should finish before we started filming my brunette part of the movie, though I could easily do that them between scenes on set.
   "Sure. Is it a costume party?"
   "Yeah, but... You're my littler sister and you're underage, so-"
   "Preferably nothing slutty that would put you in an awkward position and have to threaten some drunk frat boy for staring at your sister and scream 'if you think a short skirt is consent I'll kick your ass to Montana'?"


   "That was one frat party." His cheeks flushed bright pink, as Wilson came out from the kitchen.
   "The Alpha Alpha Delta?" He asked, attempting to suppress a laugh. "Dude, you were hammered."
   "You know, you're the only person I know that goes into feminist rant mode when they're drunk." Wilson teased.
   "Better then angry or racist rant mode, besides shouldn't every be a feminist?"
   "Hell yeah." Wilson and I said in unison, before I turned to face him. His hair was in dreads and he was dressed in a yellow t shirt and flared jeans.


   "Who are you dressed as?"
    "Either Bob Marley without the beanie or that white guy who thinks that, by telling him cultural appropriation is wrong, we're being racist and oppressing his rights."
    "Okay, so reggae singer or ignorant asshole who doesn't have the word prejudice in his vocabulary and lacks a basic understanding of the Civil Rights movement and racism in America and..." Harrison was dressed in a white lab coat and navy slacks. "Too lazy to change out of his lab uniform?"
   "Doctor."
   "Lemme guess, you're..." Wilson stared at me. I was dressed in a baggy sweatshirt and capri yoga pants , my hair was messed up, and my face was bare of makeup. "A D-list celeb who got caught leaving the gym?"
    "Close. An unfamous far as from celebrity as humanly possible who just returned home after suffering from a bad dye job."
    "I have to say, A for originality." He chuckled. "Don't you agree Harrison?"
   "A for effort."
   "Guys, I need a real costume. Like, I have a blue dress... But I can't be Alice. I have a plaid skirt and a sweater crop top, knee highs, and Mary Janes so I could be Rachel, or there's always red leggings and a black tank top, so Buffy, but... Dammit, why are all the easy characters blonde?"
   "You  could be the queen of hearts."
   "Or Monica." Harrison offered.


   "Or Drusilla."
   "Or, dammit. That comic series we studied in that pop culture class, what was it, Harrison?"
   "I dunno, I didn't take that, I got my social history credit through that women's studies class, because, ya know."
   "Lyla?"
   "Yeah, Lyla." Lyla? Harrison hadn't mentioned a girl, he hadn't had a serious girlfriend, to my knowledge, nor did he ever mention going on dates or anything. Mum always joked about how handsome he was, so surely there must be somebody, male, female, bigender, agender, or whatever, but surely somebody. I didn't really give a damn about Harrison's love life and I didn't really want details, so I didn't pry, however I was curious.
   "Superhero? No, not Marvel or DC..." By the time I reemerged int he conversation, they'd moved back to trying to figure out which comic character I could be. "Oh, I know! I got it. Archie. That Archie character... Veronica?"
   "Yeah?" I looked at Wilson, a bit perplexed. I didn't read Archie, it wasn't like I'd know.
   "No, no, her name's Veronica, like yours. How perfect is that? You just need, like, a red top and blue skirt adn with your hair you'd be the perfect Veronica Lodge."
   "That'd work." I was honestly indifferent towards what I went as, I had yet to officially drink alcohol and I hadn't made out with any annoying philosophy majors or guys who considered beer pong a sport, so my college party experience was rather tame. "Thanks."  I hurried up to my room, opening up my closet. Red top, blue skirt. I threw on and a a mini skirt and one shoulder tie blouse, slipping into some simple black pumps. I quickly applied some red lipstick, cat eyeliner, and pressed powder. I stared at myself in the mirror. Not perfect, but sufficient for a Halloween costume. Sufficient worked.